I don't know where to turn. Im struggling just to pay the bills to survive. No extra money for anything not even enough to pay for the things I need like food, shelter, electricity and heat. I have an empty freezer and although I work by the time I get paid I have nothing left. Everyone has their hand out for my paycheck and each comes with an "OR Else" attached to the bill. Or else move, or else no lights or else no heat or else or else or else....

I need help its not a lot but probably $1400.00 to $1600.00 would set me straight and put food on my table. Christmas is coming and its so depressing to me to know that my kids know Santa wont be coming to our house again this year. It breaks my heart but this is my reality. I can't get a loan because I can't even honestly promise when or how I can pay it back. What I need is a helping hand without strings attached. I can probably barter a service for money (something legal of course). Im a smart woman, I have a good job but its just not enough and my family isn't in a position to help us.

Is there any help out there. I tried praying this morning but it felt like God was busy. I know I have alot to be thankful for and I am very thankful for my health and my familys health. I don't shop I dont waste money all I do is what I can to get me through another day.